Crash

Sand on my check no no that’s glass now my face wet with surf no no that’s blood now but still warm and forgiving oh god I need forgiving but my back is still warm burning I should’ve worn sun block I thought to meant to but didn’t waves were calling the pressure the booming and crashing pulling me and sucking me underneath the cars stuck together like magnets but crippled and conscious she’s swimming in blood but surf and the sand speeding through waves rolling over crashing down like jaws of life prying open the not my fault screams she’s screaming oh god and the my back is burning under fire the sun out high on perfect today to the beach why not why ask why not smile in sandy fog in my eyes it’s a haze but red all red and wet crash of waves not knowing of crash and I’m through the window again arm twitching yards away not mine anymore but red like me but laying in sun and my back was warm not warm like this fire now burning under fire and sun and its red all red it feels red makes me smell red its dripping from everywhere too much dripping too much oh god it’s pooling I’m floating in red now floating under sun on top of waves rolling crashing but no waves hear just red and more oh god red it was red it was stop but I went and then crash spinning slowly under water sun nice ahead air above but no no just fire and blood and her screaming oh god she’s screaming I’m dying and she’s there holding my hand that’s not mine anymore just red just red it’s everywhere now oh God just red doesn’t fire burning hurt shouldn’t I hurt it’s too much oh god I can’t I can’t I need that warmth oh god this isn’t what I wanted.